this is the part where i become a raging alcoholic
turns out the only guy who ever wanted to be the father of my children also believes that he is an alien. if life gets any weirder than this, i never want to find out about it.
this is a blog about the tragic joke that is my love life and also sometimes some other stuff. it's not nonsense to me, but it probably is to you. that's kinda the point.
the trail of my delusions...it's more fun if you start from the beginning, which is the end.