i'm glad things didn't work out and i didn't have to move to the tropics because fuck, i hate this weather.
have you ever had a crush on a guy because he's cute and poetic and intelligent except then you're too shy to talk to him so you always come across as some giant idiot around him but then you figure he's the singer in a band and so he's probably a dirtbag anyway and then he starts dating your friend and so that's just that? and then time passes and suddenly there you are and he's kind enough to force your shyness away and you chat and remember to make eye contact once in a while or at least look at him instead of anywhere but and then it's all okay and you smile and then you leave to go walk in the rain?
