so many little notes i have scribbled to myself the past few days
but what really matters, i can't quite say and he simply won't
by way of flirting, he sends me a picture of the girl of his dreams
she's the opposite of me
he's here but not
keep reminding myself to live what's right now
spent valentine's evening watching bits of romantic french movies on the internet with my best
keep reminding myself that my desire for a version of a certain future is better off not working out
remembering how it goes
i already know how it ends
at least, this far...
out of sight, out of mind
it's true
more sad to see him stay now than to see him go
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- monkey
- this is a blog about the tragic joke that is my love life and also sometimes some other stuff. it's not nonsense to me, but it probably is to you. that's kinda the point.
the trail of my delusions...it's more fun if you start from the beginning, which is the end.