light and cold

this morning when i woke up in the afternoon
headache
coffee
slate and orange and green up around the sky

on the way home
saw a house i've never noticed before
saw the dwarf apple tree first
always musta thought it was a space between two others
overgrown
boarded up windows
funny how sometimes things are hiding right out there in the open

wide awake at 4am
sounds like thunder, then an explosion
now sounds like rain
no way ever to know what's real