buddhist garden

now i am working on making peace with my front side

sunburn

spent all afternoon wandering the city talking about art with a tall dark handsome intelligent british stranger...

little punk

my cat ate a condom
$300 vet bill...

solar plexus

yellow healing
been holding it down for as long as i can remember
taut in front, long in back
reverse (the) gifts...
for her birthday, she helped me find the golden chain
ironically, the prescription is to dance
(not yet, but as soon as it all settles...)

first
recalibrate the judges
(feels like fromage, performing my witch side for you)
fire
will
power
sight
dreams

message in a bottle

don't you think it's time i let you know...

yogurt

today was the day i saw the moth that looked like a frog
and made peace with my right side

balance...
she saw it happen
"all of this and more is for you"
(that's a prince song)

never not broken
but it's all okay
little girl cat feels this moon too

bread machine

i was home long enough yesterday to open my windows for the first time in my kittens' lives...they stand alert, still...dogs and birds and trees and the world...this fresh air becomes a symbol, as does the funny round robin i've seen twice now - do birds get pregnant or is it possible for them to simply get fat? i know so little about how it all works. i have a photo but no time...though my sleep will be plagued (she hopes) by more of the morning after insomnia dreams that came today. fourteen years ago yesterday i signed up for the fairytale. now there are pictures and debt to prove i was there...still waiting, but as they say when i'm wandering the aisles of the grocery store late at night...the future's open wide...he asked for the key, that's a start.

toothpaste

kitten cuddles
my head hurts
sleep

it all just feels like yesterday

happy birthday to me

shadow

sky blue castle sandwich...
and cake

ponder
celebrate
teach
discuss amongst ourselves
rinse and repeat, though not necessarily in that order
never forget that i'm that girl

eaten alive
an embarrassment of riches
i can't formulate a single thought while he's watching

taxi to heaven

I had a lot of dates but I decided to stay home and dye my eyebrows.
- Andy Warhol