Sunday, November 1, 2009

he didn't mean it

for halloween i dressed up as myself: afraid of mice, allergic to my world, annoyed at the drunk neighbours who party outside my window while i try to write conference proposals and citations, wondering all the while if i haven't managed to make all the wrong choices and fuck everything up...
it's not what i wanted to create
not who i wanted to be
(and)
in spite of what they would have you believe about orgasms and all the rest, sneezing constantly is not fun.