Monday, April 26, 2010

purple pills

last night i tried to get to sleep at a decent hour
woken up by his longing...
last night i had a dream that i sat with my body squished up tight beside his
i read it all over again and i know i was never wrong
foolish, perhaps, but not wrong
i remember and dream and they're all so close but so far away
a rush and they're gone, always and over again
he loves me, he loves me not...
eyes burning and heavy i sleep