Monday, March 7, 2011

if I could start again...

after several years of close observation, i have come to recognize the following pattern regarding the characteristics of all men who become interested in me:
- substance abuse issues
- mentally ill
- still in love with the woman who broke his heart, even if he doesn't have one
- has already had his kids and/or is determined not to have any (more)

i almost asked you last night
what i should have done instead...

i can see the train wreck coming again
a million miles away

i have to stop reading the signs because people call me crazy when i do
especially when they're the ones who put them out

i'm feeling the need to apologize to all kinds of people who have done me wrong

hypocrite
words have meaning
except when i don't want them to

it's better when there are no mirrors
i really do prefer to be alone...
except when it gets lonely