flirting with germans

my investigations are centred around the following questions:

- if we hadn't been waiting for godot, would i have had the nerve to sit right next to him?
- what exactly is it that necessitates my exclusion?
- did he wonder what i was writing the whole time i should have been watching him?
- does it have to be dangerous for me to be interested? (exquisite craft on one side of the coin, real gambles with chance on the other)
- when we made eye contact, did it count for anything?
- how many of us wish we could go back and start this dance all over again?

my money for the best lover is on the one who listens, not the one who shows you he can

green socks and mixed tapes and black angels and karaoke