this blog is a foil to my shiny happy side

my calves spasm while i sleep
and tendons snap over the heads of my thighs
pain in the morning, anxiety in the day, restless in the night
i freaked out today because the raven wine bottle that covers the mousetrap disappeared...
too superstitious for my own good
(which i announced to the world earlier this evening)

tiny broken necks
broken friends
hide in my cave for a little while longer
scribble notes on the walls until i find my way out
keep blue skies and birds nearby to remind me there's a brighter (other) side