crushed
by too many almosts
so many things i want to grow
and nowhere to plant them
wisteria makes amazing bonsai
i could turn the poison nightshade from the alley into a houseplant
maybe steal a spring of lilac from the tree on the corner and try that as well
there's always hope
just no normal for me
in happier news,
my avocado tonight was perfectly ripe
i have to remember to breathe
