wide open

I bought my boots
I can’t find a roommate
I can't afford either
I like the new B-52s song
I'm tired, bored, insulted, worried
I'm waiting
I don't wanna clash, I don't want to rehash the past
I just want to believe
I'm avoiding the work I really have to do
I will go to bed and not sleep
once more

listen
close my eyes and smile